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I’m still alive. Since I changed jobs I have been keeping busy, and haven’t really had the time to keep anyone updated here. Heck, I don’t even make the time to update my Facebook status.

I stubbed my pinky toe a couple of days ago, badly. Looked horrible. A few people thought it was broken, but when I finally had x-rays done (to satisfy my morbid curiosity, because there’s really not much they can do for a broken pinky toe anyway) they told me it doesn’t appear to be fractured — if it is, it is a tiny one. It doesn’t feel tiny. It’s amazing how much trouble a tiny little toe can cause. I’ve been told I have an unusual tolerance for pain, and this thing is really messing me up.
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Today marks my 5 month “anniversary” (the stickler in me hates using that word given its etymology) with K. She is awesome for me in all the ways I could have asked for, and so many ways I would have never dreamed.

I am so thankful that God sent her into my life. So much about our past experiences has prepared us to truly appreciate one another. I would never have imagined her being right for me, on paper — but in practice, we “just work,” and it’s wonderful.

So, I’m fasting today. I’ve been struggling with a lot of anxiety this week, and I really felt led to spend more time with God and to fast as well, so that’s what I’m doing. I’m not sure just how long I can hold out, but I know that after day 3 I will at the least start adding juices or something — they say doing more than 3 days on a water fast is dangerous without doctor supervision.

Update: Made it three days, broke fast after church Saturday night — well, not counting a tiny communion wafer and cup of grape juice at church. It was a really great experience, and I ended up not even really struggling with being hungry.

Why do they even make them? I’ve never had round shoelaces that actually stayed tied all day long.

So, I closed on my house the other day. It went off more or less without a hitch. Lost a bit of cash in the deal but it’s good to be out from under the mortgage. In other news, things on the relationship front are fantastic. It’s like I turned a page and started a new chapter in my life — one full of God’s blessings. I’m very thankful.

So, I’ve been a little quiet here because I’ve been busy prepping to move back across the river to Louisville proper. I moved last Friday (yes, Friday the 13th, I spit in the face of your superstition!) and I’m finally more or less settled in. I really like this apartment I moved to. We close on the house on the 24th, but I had to be out before the closing, because the buyer takes possession at closing.

Also… I met someone. She isn’t the person I would have imagined myself with if you’d asked me a month ago (I’m not saying this behind her back — we’ve had this discussion), but we’ve been dating for a little while now, and she’s pretty great.

Anyway, we’ll see where it leads…

“I’m going to hell, but I’m okay with it. There’s a special place reserved just for me.”

These were the words of a cashier at the grocery store I went to last night after church, spoken to the bagger just as I walked up to the register. Initially, I wrote them off as a joke, as nobody who believes there’s a hell to go to would really be okay with going there… would they? I got my grocery bags, loaded them in the car, and sat there with my keys in the ignition. 

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I grew up in a Christian family, and as long ago as I can remember, I was attending a small Baptist church with them. I accepted Christ and was baptized when I was still in grade school. While that’s certainly something to be thankful for, at times I think that those of us who grow up in the church don’t really appreciate what we’ve got, and I think it can easily make us lukewarm in our faith.

Continue reading ‘Answering the Call’ »

I don’t frequently log my dreams, but this one was just so bizarre.
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